Baby, I love making love in front of the mirror…
Won’t ever lose control, take it nice and slow. I like the way it feels, could this be love?
I look around and everything I see is beautiful, cause all I see is you.
I’m supposed to be in love but I’m numb again.
It came with sauce, but no cheese…
It’s a new month, so there’s new music on the playlist & it’s February, so they’re love songs by black people! Lol, also, I’m turning the auto-play off. It’s a bit annoying when it’s on. Here are the songs:
- Beyoncé - 1+1
- Miguel (feat. Wiz Khalifa) - Adorn Remix
- Ne-Yo - Let Me Love You (Until You Learn to Love Yourself)
- Frank Ocean - Thinkin Bout You
- Keyshia Cole - Love
We live on the cusp of death thinking that it won’t be us…
Yeah, I’m the king. Where my muhfuckin’ crown?
But to what?!
I don’t want to deal with the bullshit anymore. I want to start over. I want to have a whole new life. Like, I want to move away from here. Whether it be across the country or to a whole new country (preferably England). Somewhere where I know absolutely no one but the one I choose go with… The one girl that I can’t live without. And I know bullshit is going to be wherever I’m at… There’s no such thing as a bullshit-free life. But the bullshit I deal with now, the people I don’t want to be around, and pretty much everything here, I can finally get rid of. There will be people a FEW people I’ll keep in contact with, but for the most part, I don’t want to know anyone I know now. I want them to just poof, no longer be a thought in my mind. Have it be as if they never they never existed. That’s one of the things of starting over, you know, out with the old and in with the new. New friends, new hobbies, new everything! I just flat out don’t want this life anymore. The life I live is pretty worthless. I spend my days sitting at home, on here, arguing with my parents, and sleeping. What type of life is that? If I were to start over, I’d do things completely different. I’d be going out, I’d actually have friends to hang out with! I wouldn’t have to bother with my parents, because they’d be too far from me to care. Lastly, I would spend my days awake, doing something exciting and semi-productive, not sleeping. I can’t do that now. It’s not necessarily too late, but right now, given my situation, I just can’t do that. I can’t go out because I have no friends that [can] do anything. I live with my parents, so I have to deal with their bitch asses. And I sleep because I’m bored. Bored of this life. I want to go away forever. I want a fresh start far far away from here. Maybe I just want to be happy for a change? Not that I’m not happy with but I have, but I want to be 100% have with life as a whole. I want to live a satisfying life. In my new life, I’ll be a whole different person with a new attitude and outlook on life. I will start over; I will live a new life. One day…
