August 2011
In the eyes of others, yeah I may be the one looking like a bitch.
“I’m done.” - Bitch, I never even started.
I didn’t change, I just familiarized myself with you.
Our “friendship” started out because of a lunch seat. Yet you constantly made me feel bad, as if you were better than me…
I love how I know what this is about. And it’s so true. It’s sad how people can be so close for so long and eventually grow to despise one another. But in this case, I can see why she feels this way, and I agree completely.
Seeing as this is my 1000th post, I thought I might as well type something..
Okay, so… If you have a boyfriend and he says to you “I wish I had a girlfriend.” just because you were out, or because you barely spoke to him — Matter of fact, fuck the reason.. If he said it period, how the fuck would you feel? Now, I’m an asshole/dick/jerk, whatever is your forté, but I don’t think I’d ever say that. It’s one thing if you’re being neglected (and if you feel that way, you’re a little bitch), but if you’re not, then why would you say that? On top of that, you have fingers and a cellular device. Use them to dial your girl’s number and press the talk button. OR you can text her. I’m not seeing the problem… Stop being a bitch. Then, a while after that, he has the nerve to tell you “You’re too emotionally attached.” Like, wait.. were you NOT the one saying the other day that you felt single and that you wish you had a girlfriend. And afterwards contradict yourself by saying “I miss you.” The fuck type of shit is that. No, homie.. You don’t do that. OHMYGOD. And if he said to you “You’re my best friend.” completely leaving out that you’re also his girlfriend.. WHAT WOULD YOU DO?! Would you really sit there and push it to the side? Or will you actually have a discussion about it? Because to be honest, I don’t think those are things that shouldn’t be questioned. If you’re saying you feel single, I’m emotionally attached when all I do is wanna talk or say I miss you *cough* hypocrite, and then calling me a best friend and forgetting the fact that I’m your girlfriend is acceptable in your world, and can be pushed to the side as if it never happened, then more power to you. But that’s not something that can’t be talked about. Can it be talked about for a tiny bit and not much after? NO! This needs to be a full conversation. Are you kidding me? Like, come on now.. You just said in two different way that you feel as if you two are not going out. Or am I reading into this wrong? This is a situation that needs to be handled correctly and completely. Not less than half-assed. The fuck? {And you know who you are, I’m just trying to help.}
This should would be good. lol
