Cunt.

If one part of your life is unbalanced, your scale is gonna tip, is it not? Your grades are fucked up, but your social life is fine. Your days are great, so your life is great. WRONG! You have to ask yourself, “Just because I know [of] people, or chill after school, does that make my life better?” If you answer yes, you’re hella wrong! Your days may have gotten better, but that doesn’t make your general life fine. So, in that case, your life and grades may be balanced, due to the fact that they suck ass. But your days and life aren’t… Making your life an unbalanced pile of crap! When you do something during the days that can actually make a well enough impact on your life to change it, rather than doing the stupid, meaningless shit you probably do with the people you think you know, then you can actually say your life is fine. Which that’ll probably make your grades better and make your life better than it already is isn’t. So, now that you know your life may be horrid, instead of sitting there saying your life is a land of unicorns and gumdrops, think about it… Sit your sorry ass down, and think about what’s wrong with your so-called great life and make an attempt to fix it. When you’re done, and your life is balanced, tell me that it’s not truly fine. It’s you’re not lying, I’ll try to help. If THAT doesn’t work… Go kill yourself because there’s no point of you living. Better yet, stay alive… Waste your “wonderful” days of chilling with the people you don’t know and think to yourself “What the hell was Rey talking about..? My life is perfectly fine the way it is…” In the end, you’ll find out. I’ll just sit back and watch your life crumble before your eyes ;) Buh-bye!

Being single sucks. I’ve been single (technically) for about four years or so, and I’m starting to get bored :/ Not in a sexual way, but in a general emotions type of way. It gets lonely most of the time. I have that feeling of wanting to hug someone, or kiss someone, but who do I have? No one! My last relationship was a great one. I think it might’ve lasted if I hadn’t moved. I still like the girl, why? I have no idea. If it because she’s real; down-to-earth; or maybe because she’s cute and doesn’t even realize it? Hell… Who knows? There’s no coming back from your first love. There’s no one out there that can compare. I just know being single, being without someone that can be the there for you, with you… Sucks! I may be an asshole on the outside (and inside) but there is some part of me that needs some affection. I never thought being single would ever hit me like this, but it seems as if nearly everyone I know is in a relationship… Is it me, or is it them? Fuck that “there’s plenty of fish in the sea” bull. I want that one, and I can’t have it. They say “Oh, why don’t you ask her out?” Maybe because I don’t want her. Is it so wrong to actually want to be in a relationship with someone you are actually interested in? Maybe that’s why I’m single… I’m looking too hard. It could be the girl right in front of me, and I wouldn’t even know. It’s my choice to be single, I guess… But it doesn’t feel good anymore. Oh, and it seems to become a habit of some sort to fall for the girls with a boyfriend already. Why? Maybe because it seems as if they’re actually ready for a commitment and I know they’d have no problem being a relationship? As I said before… Who knows? I damn sure don’t. All I know is that being in a relationship would be best for me right now. Being single isn’t for me I guess. It gets tedious. I’m a lonely person, it’s sad… I know :/

People do pitch television and show ideas, right? Well, whoever those people are that agree to make that pitch come a reality… a lot of them need to be fired, shot, stabbed, and punched! Shows are ass now! Look at the ones from way back when… I Love Lucy; Ren & Stimpy… They’re classic! Not only because they’re old, but mainly because they’re original. People these days lack vision. You can’t watch a season of some shows without referring back to another old show. I wanna see someone make a good show that doesn’t have anything in common with an old show, I’d watch it… OH! And movies… Don’t get me started on movies. They can never make an original movie these days. And the few that are original are trash. The horrors… Remakes; and BAD ones at that. Halloween and Friday the 13th weren’t as bad, but they were nowhere as good as the originals. Why can’t people leave it the hell alone? A good, yet original movie, would be fantastic right about now. Look at The Hangover. That movie was EPIC! Same with Avatar. There needs to be way more than that. Out of the Box, Bear in the Big Blue House, and PBJ Otter  need to come back on. Gullah Gullah Island can, but they can’t? Hmph. The entertainment business is going down-hill slowly. It’s sad .. Very sad.